makan gaji.. or.....

wat up blogie!!! mesti time2 ari sabtu mcm ni korang tgh bercuti... berehat... enjoy ngan kawan2... tapi ade gak yg ari sabtu kne keje or study... sabo je la ye... sbb tu adalah tangongjawab korang so... laksanakan la ia dengan setulus hati.. (ceh! bermadah seribu bahasa la konon)

sbnarnya tujuan bob menulis blog kali ni bukan ape... saje nak bgtau kat korang yg ari ni bob cuti... ari sabtu?? yela... sblum ni jarang bob dpt cuti time2 weekend mcm ni... biase la... namanya pun keje salesman... (kepada yg berkenaan bob sengaja letak nama salesman sbb bob saje) tapi kalau korang pikir btl2 jarang org yg ade bisnes sendiri bleh cti time weekend ataupun time2 perayaan.. kan... nama pun bisnes... time org cuti kita kerja.. time org kerja kita bru la bleh cuti.... hehe

lain la kalau makan gaji... tau ujung minggu mesni nak cuti... kalau tak cuti mula la mengamuk... tension la... takde life la... penat la.... biase la... nama pun makan gaji... so itu je la pemikirannya... tapi sbnarnya kalau nak difikirkan dengan kemalasan dan "hidup biar sedap" mmg makan gaji lagi best... tul tak? tau cukup bulan dapat gaji... just plan je ape yg nak dibeli... huhuhu... indahnya hidup makan gaji ni kan....

tape la... lagipun rezeki masing2.... kita rajin dpt la habuannya... yg penting buat sesuatu tu mesti kne ikhlas... kalau tak ikhlas nk buat gak... mmg la hidup tak tenang... so renung2 kan lah... dan selamat beramal.... heheh (jadah ape bob mencarut nih!!!)

okey la john.. bob rase tiba2 bob mengantuk disiang hari mcm ni... dh lama tak tido siang mcm ni... huhuhu... berbekalkan kipas yang dipasang laju dan suasana yg sunyi mcm ni.. rasenya bleh la gak bob try tido... so... bubye blogie!!! bob nak tido dlu k... good after noon.... :)

dah agak dah!

kan... aku dh ckp.. takyah... ko degil!! ko dah tau ape jawabnya yg ko still tanya lagi tu kenapa?? (bob bercakap dengan diri sendiri lagi)

owh... apalah nasib diriku ini... sabaoe je la... takpe... maybe belum ade rezki lagi kowt... takpe la... lain kali bleh cube lagi ape...

erm... kalau nak dikira tah berapa kali agaknya benda yang sama berlaku pd bob... jap bob kura... urm.....

8kali kowt!! uish!! tapi yg siyes 2kali ar... banyak tu... tapi nak buat mcmna... idup mesti diteruskan walaupun tanpa penyeri utk diri bob... haha

rasenya takyah la.. nak cakap "tegak" kat sini... sape yg tau pasal benda ni ok la... yg tak tau maybe korang bleh agak2 sendiri la... :0

raya oh raya

di hari raya... terkenang daku kepada sidia.. kampung ku indah nun jauh disana... ayah serta bonda..

apakan daya~ (sekali nyanyi lagu raya da~)

huh.. raya haji taun ni mmg tak tak disangka yang bob aka beraya tanpa bersama keluarga....

urm... kan best kalau bob dapat balik kampung... dapat tgk org sembelih lembu....

dapat makan daging lembu segar... kekadang tu siap bleh buat satey lagi huhuhu... syoknya raya haji ni!!!!

kepada semua kaum keluarga dan kaum kerabat bob... bob ucapkan selamat menyambut hari raya korban.. semoga perjalanan kita sebagai umat islam akan semakin dipermudahkan olehnya.. dan tak lupa kepada semua rakan2 dan sahabat handai bob ucaokan semoga korang sentiasa ceria dan sukses.(dah macam ucapan raya aidilfitri je~)

letih..

kerja oh kerja.... penatnya... yela.. keje ape yang tak penat kan... tapi nak buat mcmana namanya pun nak cari makan... dah la bob ni makan banyak... (tau takpe dowh!!)

urm.. tapi kan... bob kan... tak sabar kan... nak tgu kan.... 22hb kan.... (argh!! gedik la pulak bob ni)...

itu hanya kerana....

hai john family.... how r u... im fine thanks you... (bengong bob ni.. sendiri tanya sediri jawab!!) haha...

tah la sejak akhir2 ni bob susah la nak tido malam... nape ye... nak kata tido siang tak.... kalau nak dikira penat bob mmg penat giler keje... maklum la... salesman....

btw... skng ni bob ade kat seri kembangan.... kne keje kat sini... utk sementara... lps ni tak tau mana plak company anta... huhu... nak buat dah nama pun cari makan...

ish lupa nak tulis ape... huhu... ni la akibat kalau berbloging tanpa memberi tumpuan... haha.. nanti kalau bob ingat bob update lg.. haha... bye...

google oh google!!

malam tadi bob bosan giler... so secara bodohnya bob pun serch la kat google nama bob sendiri.. sekali bob jumpe artikel ni... hahaha....

Grateful students thank Limkokwing University

By Voize on 14 Jun 2010 at 8:06pm

Six Generasi Baru graduates shared their success stories during a press conference held at Limkokwing University today.

“Generasi Baru” refers to the new generation of rural children of land settlers who participated in the Government’s land development projects known as Felda (Federal Land Development Authority) schemes.

“I’m grateful to Tan Sri Lim Kok Wing for raising the level of education among Felda settlers,” said Noraini Binti Arbain, 2007 Limkokwing University Generasi Baru graduate.

Noraini who currently holds a job at RTM’s Klasik Nasional FM as a deejay further said that she is not only more independent but is also more confident.

“Limkokwing University of Creative Technology has helped me achieve my ambition and aspire for better things,” added Noraini.

Limkokwing University aims to provide high school leavers with an opportunity to obtain tertiary education at a world class university.

“I used to be a factory worker and am very lucky to have come here and be exposed to a new environment. I have also gained tremendous confidence in meeting people,” said 25 years old Siti Roslina Che Kamarudin, a 2008 Limkokwing University graduate in Interior Design.

Roslina is now a technical assistant in the project and design department in Kumpulan Hamodal, a real estate company.

Mohd. Fazli bin Fadzilah, 22-year-old Diploma in Graphic Design graduate is grateful for the opportunity provided by his stimulating experience here at Limkokwing University.

“Not only was I lucky enough to further my studies at this well-known and recognised global university, I was lucky to have the opportunity to meet people from around the world and to improve myself.

“I had zero graphic design and management background; I am now a Branding manager for ‘Karnival Jom ke Felda’. I advise Felda school leavers to grab this opportunity offered to them.”

Generasi Baru is an initiative by Limkokwing University to assist second generation Felda settlers by providing them with the opportunity to obtain higher education across various disciplines.

Since the first intake in 2005, Limkokwing University has produced almost 2000 Generasi Baru graduates from 14 different programs with a success rate of 80%.

Through their three years experience here at Limkokwing University of Creative Technology, Generasi Baru graduates have acquired the knowledge, skills and most of all the confidence for their next step in building their careers. Even with a handicap in the English language these initially shy bunch now posses the confidence to meet people and communicate their ideas.

The Generasi Baru Transformation press conference was chaired by the University Vice Chancellor Dato’ Parid, Dato’ Naza and Dato’ Fajura, Vice President, Special Projects. A moving video of past Generasi Baru graduation ceremonies and valedictorian speeches was shown at the beginning of the press conference.

Dato’ Fajura Juffa renewed calls for other 15,000 Felda school leavers to grab this golden opportunity to further their studies and take advantage of the Global Classroom Programme to gain knowledge and skills from the global exposure.

http://voize.my/limkokwing/grateful-students-thank-limkokwing-university/

SUKA SAMA DIA

huhu... dah lame bob tak menulis blog... maklum la... semenjak dua ni asyik sibuk ngan keje...

erm cakap pasal keje sbnarnya bob dh lama berhenti keje dgn karnival tu.. (baru 2bulan berenti.. lama ke?)

skng ni bob dh ade keje baru... haha nak gelak pun ade bila cakap pasal keje baru... kalau dulu aku mmg tak pernah terpikir pun bob akan berkeja sebagai salesman... tapi nak buat mcmana la kan... nak taknak perut kene isi gak..(nak buat mcmna org gemuk mmg kuat makan so kne la keje) tak kisah la keje ape pun asalkan ade rezki yg halal.. bagi bob keje kat sini bob boleh cari pengalaman... (dari aku mengangur dok umah kan)~

erm.. cakap pasal keje baru biar la bob intro sikit... ok bob skng ni berkerja sbgai "education consultant" (bagi aku "salesman") dan bob hanya dibayar dengan gaji yg tak seberapa...(tapi ade komisyen) org kata janji cukup2 makan sudah la... tapi benda yg bob tak bleh blah bila keje sini ialah bob kne pakai smart2 ala-ala "eksukutif muda" haha!! mmg tak bleh blah langsung... tapi takpe la... yg penting bob enjoy keje kat sini sbb bnyak benda baru yg bob belajar... n bob dapat kawan baru... takyah la bob sebut sbb nanti dia akan tumpang glamor kat blog johnbob.. tapi papehal pundiaorang mmg best utk bob... "thanks guys! love u all so much!!" (macam la johnbobfamily.blogspot.com ni glamor!! perasan lebih pulak aku ni) pengalaman baru.. idea baru... suasana yang baru... kenalan baru..."kenalan baru!!?"

cakap pasal kenalan baru ni pun satu hal yg bob rase tak bleh blah.. dia seorang perempuan yg bob kenal dari seseorang ni la... sbnarnya dia ni takde la baru sgt aku kenal... dh lama jugak la... dan ditakdirkan bob "terberkenalan" pulak ngan member dia tru pesbook aku add la dia... bagi bob dia ni biase je tapi entahla :) n benda yang paling penting is bob SUKA SAMA DIA!!! 'oh tidak!' seperti kata seorang blogger yang feymes,berjaya,dan bergaya iaitu encik khai.. selaku senior(hai abg senior) aku mase kat luct dlu dan selaku seorang kawan aku. haha...

ok, sambung balik (adoiyai melalut je bob nih~) huhuhu... so sejujurnya mmg aku suke kat dia... n bermula la episod perkenalan bob dan dia... mule2 chat kat pasbook then mcm biase la.. mintak no tipon... bila dapat call la... (takkan nak simpan buat penuhkan simcard aku pulak kan)

pada awalnya hubungan bob ngan dia dihalang oleh kawan dia yg bob kenal tu la... tapi nak buat mcmna.. maybe tuhan nak bagi rezki utk bob kawan ngan dia.. last2 skng ni bob dah boleh berkawan ngan dia tanpa ade halangan... uhhh bestnyer.... start dari tu bob selalu gak la contat dia... berborak la... sms la... sbb bob rase selesa sgt ngan dia... n lagi sekali bob nak bagi tau... BOB SUKA SAMA DIA!! siapa dia...? erm... untuk mase skng ni biarla bob takyah bagi tau dlu siapakah wanita yang istimewa tu... (ceh mcm siti nurhaliza la pulak nak biarlah rahsia konon~) nanti kalau dah sampai mase yg sesuai bob bagi tau la ye...

erm... ok la mate pun dh ngantuk... besok nak keje lagi... bye2 johnfamily... nanti kalau bob rajin bob bercerita lagi ye.... good nite...

p/s : maaf sbb bob selalu buat cerita tak abis... haha.. padan muke,, sape suruh bace... :D

what is love.

For the first time in my dismal life
I feel love flow in my heart
the same heart once thought cold and lifeless
fills with glorious joy and happiness
because of a woman
whose spirit is full of passion
her eyes that shine like sapphire stars
filled with warmth and beauty
a smile that brings happiness to my sad existence
I have never known love until now
because of the way she touched my heart
took hold of my depressed soul
and showed me the beauty of life's wonders
everything that I thought impossible
all seems to be within my grasp
I see everything in a new light
because of something I thought unworthy to feel
to feel love's tender kiss
and I bask in its beauty so
because of the feelings of a woman
whom I would love now and 'til
my heart beats its final note to life's great song

2010

2010 adalah tahun yang banyak bagi aku pengalaman bermula dari awal tahun sampailah ke bulan 8... huhuhu... 8 bulan wo... mcm2 aku belajar... mcm2 pengalaman yang aku dapat... now bob cube la nak bercerita sedikit tentang pengalaman yg mana bob rase bob still ingat lg la... hehe...

1 januai 2010

haha pada malam sblum tahun 2010 tak sangke aku dpt sambut taun 2010 ngan meriah sekali..

mase mlm tu bob dpt offer untuk buat persembahan kat satu event MCA.. tah ape benda tah.. yang penting ok la... sbb bob disurh menyanyi 3lagu then diorang kasi rm 300.. duit.. sape taknk beb... haha... kalu g karoke jamban satu lagu kne bayar rm1 ni ko nyanyi 3 lagu org bg ko rm300..

sebat je la... :)

2 januari 2010 sampai la 4 januari 2010

tak banyak benda yg bob ingat sbb my life biase je.. bgn.. tido.. n makan...

5 januari 2010

seperi yang di rancang... bob pun mula la mengemas baju yg ada... hehe.. nak pegi mana?

pegi kolompo la.. besok besday bob kowt... so bob bwk la ape yg ade then bob pegi la kl sorang diri... niat dlm hati nak pegi seleb besday bersama kawan2.. tika.. umi.. syira.. raja.. shaun... bibo paje.. n syabil kalau tak silap ingat nama la... sowie..

sampai2 kl je... mcm biase la... kawan baik bob yg selalu bnyak tlg n dia mmg kawan yg terbaik yg bob pernah dapat!! raja mohzairi!!! sampai kl dia amik bob n lepak rumah dia...

6 januari 2010

hari yang paling bersejarah buat bob sbb 6 jan tiap2 taun adelah besday bob... so taun 2010 ni adelah besday yang ke 22.. haha.. dh 22 taun mamat nih....

sbnarnya bob sambut besday bob mase mlm 5jan tu... tak tau nak buat ape sbnarnya... pada awalnya plan nak lepak dekat curve n nk g karaoke kat redbox.. sekali tgk harga...

mak oi!!! tak cukup butjet la pulak... so kiteorng g la.. amik bibo kalau tak silap... oh tak... mase ptg tu bob n raja g amik syira dlu... thaks so much syira sbb dtg besday bob walau pun kamu jauh...

so mlm tu kiteorang pun pegi la cari port karaoke yg bob mampu nak payung... tah ape nama tempat tu lupa la...

haha...

banyak benda yg berubah start dr mlm tu....

rase mcm nak pitam pun ade.... "only some guys yang tau the true story" sowie tak buleh citer kat sini... biarlah ianya jadi kenangan je... :)

7 januaro 2010.

rase mcm mls je dah nak idup... haha... gonjol jugak kadang2 aku ni.....

hampir dua hari bob "down"... lokasi time tu adalah cyberjaya... nasib baik shaun kasi bob tumpang umah dia... thanks so much bro.... i will remember that...

8 januari 2010

tanpa ada sebarang niat nak berkerja kat kl tiba2 dapat call dari seorang member... anis namanya... katanya dia ade kerja kosong graphic designer kat tmpt ni n suruh bob g interbiew...

dengan jiwa yang masih lagi kacau dan kurang tenang... so bob pun g la... sambil ditemani oleh my big bro... raja.. pada esoknya.... thanks again bro.... love u so much!!!

9 januari 2010

sekali lagi bob rase bob dh menyusahkan raja.. sbb mintak tlg anta g interbiew kat shah alam...

mula2 g pagi cari bos... tp tak jumpa tgu punya tgu... mlm baru dpt jumpa... so ape benda sbnrnya ni interbeiw malam... huhu... dengan penuh sabar... kami pun tgu la n jumpe la bos ni kat puchong... lokasi interbew... kedai mamak kat bk 4!!! what the fuck!!! mase tu muke raja mmg dh bengang giler... maklum la dari pagi siot teman aku.... kalau member lain aku rase dh lame kne tinggal kat tepi jalan... so mlm tu aku pun jumpe la si "bos' ni.... borak punya borak... aku dapat rase something... sbb dia ni mmg pandai ckp... so bersemangat la aku... haha.... tp yg kelakarnya aku mcm diterima berkerja seta merta... WTF... apekah sbanrnya ini.... ikut plan aku kne balik jb dlu untuk amik baju or ape2 la brg penting aku.... tp mcm tak sempat... sbb esoknya aku kne masuk opis....

10 januari 2010

bersambung............... sbb bob dh penat... nnt lau ade mase lg bob tulis ye... haha... (pdahal nak g jamban) tgu................

GOOD BYE MY LOVE..

We shared the joy
And shared the pain
Of four forgotten years
And as my heart
Recalls the joys
My eyes recall the tears

For although life
Is never perfect
And things were not quite right
I miss the silence
And the peace
I felt deep in the night

In our great plans
Of future
There was a tiny flaw
You grew to know me
As no other
And rejected what you saw

This rejection come
Has filled me with
Despair and uncertainty
And I’ll spend my days
Searching my soul
In hopes of finding me

I feel to be
So unimportant
To future and to history
I matter not
To the World
And least of all to me

The feelings of
Incompetence
They fill me up inside
And leave me wishing
That I could
Just lay down and die

I feel to be
Not good enough
For our society
I want to erase
My own existence
From future history

I feel to be
Simply not worth
The effort took to kill
For broken hearts
And shattered dreams
Have took with them my will

I felt that my
Profound words
Would help someone, someday
And now I turn
To them myself
And try to find the way

I felt to be
Going somewhere
Some great destiny in time
But now I feel
There’s nothing left
In this destiny of mine

I once taught that
Everyone’s life
Regardless of how bland
Was still worth living
If nothing else
To see the beauty in the Land

But now the Land
It has been changed
And it holds beauty not
It holds instead
The piercing pain
The future’s presence brought

I was a man
Of simple dreams
Who held my life so dear
I held a vision
Of the World
As someplace very near

But now the World
It seems so small
So distant and obscure
And my purpose here
Within the World
Is something that’s unsure

My purpose once
Was to show the World
Some peace and serenity
But now the meaning
Of life and world
Seems utter insanity

When we were married
We were so young
But we loved all through the tears
But then one day
As prophesy fulfilled
You left me lonely to face the years

And we had problems
Throughout the times
Yet still we held the love
And then one day
You forgot the times
And quietly died the dove

And we had children
From our love
Their faces shown so bright
And as I think of all
The events I’ll miss
I cry through the long night

For they shall never
Know me well
Although they’ll come to see
But I’ll not be “Daddy”
In my children’s eyes
Just a piece of history

I’ll not be important
In their lives
Just an old forgotten toy
I’ll not get to share
The everyday
Sadness and the joy

They’re innocence
And dancing eyes
Is something I will miss
A little hug
An “I love you Dad”
A daughter’s goodnight kiss

The quietness of
A saddened heart
When life’s not understood
When things could not
Be explained
They’d know that Daddy would

I long so much
To see their eyes
And hold them oh so tight
As they tell me of
A child’s broken heart
In the stillness of the night

Just to be there
Every morning
Every night and every day
To hold them and
To love them so
And to quietly guide their way

To know the pleasures
That come with
Being Father of my girls
And to know that it
Will never be
Puts heartache in my world

But of all the things
That hurt me so
I still don’t understand
What took my life
Away and left
Me alone to face this land

For although love
Is never perfect
I thought ours to be strong
Until the day
You came to me
And said it was all wrong

And then you turned
And walked away
And you took my future too
But what hurts me most
Is the pain I feel
Matters not at all to you

I do not know
What made you change
And do these things to me
But the promises
Of love we made
Hurts me ironically

The promises and
The love we made
It filled my life with verse
And now the same
Which brought life joy
Brings to my life a curse

Im cursed to walk
My life in pain
In fear again to care
‘Cause if Im hurt
Like this again
My soul will disappear

And though I know
That you care not
Of my future History
I ask that when you see the moon
You’ll quietly think of me

For somewhere out there
In that night
Lies a man who loved you so
A small and feeble
Little man
With a broken heart of gold

And although he’s
Been all used up
And struggles with each day
He’d give up for you
His very life
Then quietly go away

So I will live
My life alone
And try to wait patiently
And I’ll always hope
Against the odds
Someday you’ll return to me

So now that time
Has ended
And all my days stand still
I leave with you
In honest hope
My last testament and will

To you I will
My smiling eyes
You saw at mornings light
And for my girls
I will to them
A soul of endless flight

Please keep and guard
Them closely
As you pass throughout your years
When you see the moon
Recall a man
Who’s living dead and filled with tears

And in my heart
There holds the hope
Of a beautiful white dove
But until that time
Could be again
I’ll just say…Goodbye My Love

letihnya~

dh seminggu lepak dekat ganu... pergh!!! penat beb.... tapi betul la org ckp awek ganu ni comel2... hehehe...
tapi bagi bob benda yang paling best kat ganu ialah: KEROPOK LEKOR!!!!!
sumpah!! kalau kat kl memang tak dpt makan keropok lekor sedap mcmtu......
lembut~ rase ikan yang tulen...~~ pergh.... nasib baik bob tak semoat nak blajar buat... kalau tak boleh bukak bisnes kat kl... heheh...

erm.... insyallah besok dh balik kl... lepak2 jap then 7hb dh kne gerak pegi perak pulak...
huhuhu...
asyik berjalan2 je.... hehehe....

btw... bob rindu la kat member2.... rase mcm nk smbung blaja balik je... mesti best kan... huhuhu...

miss u all!!!!!!!!!!

bapak ar!!!

giler penat beb sbb baru pindah opis... tingkat tiga pulak tu... dedo siot!!!!!!

dh la design tak siap lagi... hadoiyai....

pastu tgk muke si budak tu.... sombong nak mampos...

aku tegur dia buat bodo je....

biar la.... asalkan dia suka dgn ape yg dia buat...

dh kalau orang taknak kawan dgn kita... nak buat macamana kan??

takkan nak suruh aku melutut kat kaki dia??

agak2 la weyh!!!!

btw besok dh start masuk opis baru... huhuhuhuhu.......

harap2 best la....

NAK CAKAP APE EA???

dh lame aku tak tulis blog... asyik sibuk dgn kerja... asal kerja je sibuk... jumpe org sana sini...

uruskan itu uruskan ini... tapi tak kurus2 jugak... pelik betol aku.....

pejam celik pejam celik dah 5 bulan aku kerja kat kl ni.... kalau mase study dulu.. aku pernah bgtau kat member2 yg aku tak suke kl.. sbb jalan jem.. banyak kereta... sesak... senang kate kl ni memang tak best la... tapi kate orang biasenya kita akan lebih senang dapat benda yg kita tak suka berbanding dengan apa yg kita suka...

bagi aku skng ni suka ke tak suka aku kne jugak buat... n belajar untuk suka dengan ape yg kita tak suka.. itulah aku...

kerja?!

dulu mase kat kampus aku memang pemalas giler... nk pegi kelas pun malas... tau nak duduk rumah tido... makan pastu tido... itulah hobi aku yang sebenarnya..

tapi bila dah kerja.. aku terpaksa tinggalkan semua tu... lebih2 lagi bila aku dapat kerja yg sangat memeningkan kepala otak aku... bagi aku tanggungjawab aku sebagai """""""""" di company ni memang berat... 2 bulan pertama memang rase pelik giler... sampai la sekarang... life aku sentiase berada di dalam golongan orang yang terkena kejutan budaya.. sampaikan aku terase aku tak sepatutnya dapat semua ni sekarang... tapi nak taknak aku kne terima je la... baik ke buruk ke... dh aku yang pilih untuk menerima tanggungjawab ni... takkan aku nk berenti separuh jalan...

oh sory itu bukan aku... selagi masih ade ruang untuk aku belajar dan mencube aku akan tetap teruskan dengan apa yg aku aku ade sekarang ni.. susah ke senang ke... suke ke... tak suke ke... pedih ke... sengsara ke... tu semua aku tak peduli... sebab bagi aku selagi aku hidup aku kne belajar dan terus belajar..

emph!! kalau idup tau nak sedap je... memang tak kemana la... pusing2 kat situ jugak kan~...

kawan?!

memang betul aku sangat rindukan kawan2 aku mase kat kampus dulu... zaman belajar dulu aku memang enjoy sbb dapat kawan dengan diorang bagi aku diorang memang kawan2 aku yg sentiase buat ape happy... kekadang ade gak buat aku sakit ati... haha... itu la namenya kawan...

entah bila agaknya aku dapt lepak2 mcm mase aku study dulu... sbb skng ni masing sibuk dengan hal masing2... ade yg dh kerja... m ade jugak yg dh sambung belajar lagi...

aku memang ade niat nk sambung belajar... tapi biar la aku kerja dulu sbb aku plan kalau nak belajarpun aku akan guna duit aku sendiri..

lagipun kalau aku sambung belajar mesti aku dapat kawan baru...

kawan baru?!

bagi aku aku memang suka berkawan... pernah dulu aku ade prinsip dimana aku akan cari seorang kawan baru pada setiap hari... paling kurang pun sehari mesti dapat sorang..

bak kate pepatah 'berkawan biar seribu,, bercinta biar satu' tapi yang satu ni la aku belum betul2 jumpe lagi... hahahaha!!!

biarla ape orang nak cakap.. bagi orang macam aku ni kawan tu lebih penting dari seorang awek..

sebab sepanjang 22 tahun aku hidup aku belum pernah curahkan rasa cinta aku kepada seseorang yang istimewa.. so aku bagi2kan la perasaan tu terhadap kawan2 baik aku...haha.. aku percaya satu hari nanti pasti aku akan bertemu dgn jodoh aku... walaupun bukan sekarang, besok atau lusa aku akan sentiase menunggu tibanya saat itu...haha...

tapi selagi aku masih belum ada 'someone' biarla aku mencari kawan yang betul2 seorang kawan..

kawan ketawa n enjoy memang bersepah tapi kawan time aku susah ade berapa ketul je... antaranaya... ish, takyah la sebut nama diorang.. nanti riak pulak dia.. biarla aku je yg menilai kwan2 aku... kepada orangnya.. ribuan terima kasih kerana sudi berkawan dengan aku..

korang memang sahabat aku.. sentiase menyokong aku.. tegur aku bila salah... bagi semangat kat aku bila aku gundah... tolong aku bila aku memerlukan... happykan aku bila aku resah...

takde nilai wang yang boleh aku sama dengan seorang kawan baik aku... tu baru sorang... tapi kalau ade ramai... "owh.. alangkah seronoknya" btw thanks cuz wanna be my friend... i love u so much buddy!!!

awek?!

hohohohohohoho!!! orang macam aku ni bukan senang nak dapt awek beb!! tapi kalau aku dapat.....

pergh!!!!! kompom bahagia giler idup aku.... yela... bagi aku awek2 zaman sekarang ni memang nk yg hensem.. kurus... ade duit... ade pengaruh...

tapi orang GEMOK macam aku ni?! ko nak campak mana?

hahaha!! mentang2 kamu cantik... lawa.. cun... kamu tak pandang orang macam aku...

takpe2 aku pun bukan kisah sangat.. bagi aku kalau setakat muke je cantik tapi tak bahagia tak guna jugak kan...

sory aku ter'emo' sikit.. maklumla... ni first time aku tulis pasal bab awek2 ni...

tapi hakikatnya aku hanyalah insan biase... eleh... aku pun same jugak...

nak awek yang cun.. gebu... bla.. bla.. bla...

normal la tu... manusia biase memang suka dengan benda yg sedap di pandang... betul tak?

tipu la ko kalau ko cakap ko tak suka benda yang indah dan cantik di pandangan mata ko...

tapi aku lebih percaya dengan ketentuan ilahi... jodoh tu memang ketentuannya... cuma kita harus berusaha untuk mendapatkan ape yg kita mahu dan berdoalah supaya tuhan akan sentiase merahmati hubungan kita apabila kita sudah bertemu dengan jodoh kita nanti...

dan aku sekarang ni masih lagi di dalam status mencari dan memilih pasangan hidup aku...

jujur aku katakan yg aku sendiri memang masih belum bersedia untuk bercinta...

tapi still mencari seseorang untuk dicinta sepenuh hati aku... bila aku dh jumpe nanti isyaallah kalau dah ditakdirkan aku dengan dia... memang terpaksalah aku menempah baju kawin aku sendiri... sebab kalau nak sewa memang takde saiz!!! hahaha...

awek yg ade sekarang ni.... *ade ke* maaf aku terpaksa mengatakan bahawa aku masih belum dapat mencintai kamu sepenuh hati aku... kerana jujur aku katakan kadang2 sikap kamu itu yang membuatkan aku masih lagi ragu2 untuk memberikan sepenuh hati aku kepada kamu... biarlah kau tau semuanya sekarang supaya kita dapat menambah dan memperbetulkan kekurangan masing2... aku terpaksa berkata begini demi kebaikan kamu... tinggalkan lah aku kalau kau tak suka.. jangan asyik nak menipu diri sendiri dan orang lain... sbb kalau kau terus dengan cara begitu pasti ko sendiri yg akan susah... belajarlah dari kesilapan... hanya orang yang betul2 sayangkan kamu je yg berani cakap mcm ni... renung2kanlah.. dan selamat.. beramal...

ops!!! terlebih sudah!!! sory guys...

ok lah aku nak sambung kerja...

eh!! apesal panjang giler aku tulis ni... pergh!!! record sial!!! ni la akibat kalau dh lame sgt tak tulis blog...

ok la.. aku nk sambung kerja... babai!!! see u leter... wakakakaka!!!

*happy n smile always*

-JBD-

just wanna say..

hai... dh lame rasenya tak tulis blog.... maklumla asyik bz je..
kejap pegi sana.. kejap pegi sini...
tapi dah namanya pun kerja.. nak buat mcamana kan...

ish!! kenapa tak tau nk tulis ape nih!!! hadoiyai!! hahah

pergh...

lama dh rasanya bob tak update blog...
maklum la... bz giler babeng kowt....
skng ni pun dh pukul.. 6am...
jap lg pukul 10am nk kne pegi PWTC...
huhuhu.....
dedo siot!!!

erm... skng ni rasa rindu kat semua kawan2....
tah ape khabar diorang...
huhu
hope u guys okey...
btw tahniah kepada semua kekawan yg berkonvo aritu...
:)

ade masa nanti bob cari uols then kita lepak2 k...

pergh!!!! makanan!!!

pergh..... adalah perkataan yg sesuai untuk trip 3 hari bersama mr raja & mr raj....sbb kiteorang g jalan2 cari makan versi johnbobfamily..

13 febuari 2010
mlm tu kiteorang g lepak dekat bukit ampang... pergh.. best giler...
sbb dpt tgk keindahan bandar kolompo dari atas bukit...
sambil menikmati chiken chop..
pergh!!! kenyang giler...
pastu lepak sampai 2 pagi.... sambil tgk bunga api...
best wooo....

14 februari 2010...
benda pertama yg kiteorang pikir bila bgn pagi... adalah...
"nak lepak n makan kat mana ni?"
last2 buat keputusan g sunway piramid...
makan buffe... pergh.... kenyang giler beb..... smpai masing2 dh tak larat nk berjalan..
haha...
mr.raja adalah pemenang bagi orng yg kuat makan... tahniah!!! haha
then lps tu kiteorang g ecko park tgk baju2 yg best...
huh tapi sayang takde satu pun design yg aku berkenan....
then tiba2 raja jumpe member dia... n ajak tgk wayang...
tp sbulm tu kiteorang g main game dkt arked tu... haha.. aku asyik kalah je.. main game lumbe kereta... deym!!!
than kiteornag g tgk citer '14 sword' best gak... time dia lawan2 pedang... tapi...
ceritanya langsung aku tak paham.. hahaha... *kroohh..krohh.. (ade org bedengkur dlm wayang.. haha!!!

mmg trip kali ini sungguh mengenyangkan... dan membuatkan kiteorang makan sambil berpeluh masa dekat restoran surabaya haha... makan nasi ayan penyet tu...
sambal dia mmg bob kasi 4bintang... pergh!!! pedas giler!!!

ni antara lokasi yg kiteorang g sepanjng beberapa hari ni..

1) Asia cafe
2)restoran al-akhbar
3)look out point western food
4)buffe restoran
5)restoran surabaya
6)sbnarnya banyak lg... tp lupa la... sbb bob dh kenyang giler... hahha...

pergh!!!!! thanks to raja & raj....
sbb bawa bob g jalan2 kl...
:)

SINGLE ON VALENTINE'S DAY

'Of course we don't mind', my single friends cry.
'A boyfriend brings heartache'. They all give a sigh,
'It's great being single; we do as we please
No more snores, farts and belches, egos to appease'

'We go shopping all weekend, no excuses to make,
Watch TV all evening without taking a break,
Our bathrooms smell lovely, all peaches and cream,
There's no dirty laundry from his rugby team'!

'On Sundays a lie-in, the bed to ourselves
No male with the habits of loud under-twelves
Time for hair-wash, and make-up and chocolate and phone
And then curling up with the cat and a tome'

So, why that the minute a chap comes in sight
My girlfriends just vanish; just a glimpse in the night.
Could it be that they're fibbing, no, heaven forbid!
They do really mean it;it's themselves that they kid.

On Monday the fourteenth, I shall gather them up
The prospect of good food and good wine to sup
May show all the 'Singles' that all is not lost
They'll be even keener when they hear there's no cost!

am i ghost now

Do you see that you are wrong?
Do you understand the word love?
Do you ever listen at all?
So why am I always taking the fall?
Why do you think your place is here?
You said you hated me, that was clear
But you seem to always chase the fear
That you'll be alone for forever and a year

So I'm not taking you in
Because I know where you've been
And I ain't gonna play that game
Because it will end the same
Don't you realize
I took in your all lies
That cut my heart in two
This was all because you

Tell me why do I always play this part
Seems like your the chainsaw and I'm the priceless art
You took your blade to my seam
And there's no lights
Just one sad glowing beam
I felt these dark clouds choke me
With their grey appearance I just didn't see
You took my innocence away from me
And now I am blind
To what is left behind

You broke me in two
I thought that it would do
But now I'm left with a broken heart
You took away my confidence and pride
Damaged my exterior and made me cried
I thought that I could never escape
Until one day when I looked away

Through the window
Out the door
It's all just the same
I knew that I'd get caught
Think about it carefully
Take away
The misery I felt that day
But now I know the plan of strike
I'll take myself away tonight

Burn the evidence and run away
Forget the pictures of pain and misery
Break the house down in to two
Just like I was when I was with you
I'll burn this madhouse down
Until it glows on the ground
And then I turn around.

dear mom & dad

Make a memory with your children,
Spend some time to show you care;
Toys and trinkets can't replace those
Precious moments that you share.

Money doesn't buy real pleasure,
It doesn't matter where you live;
Children need your own attention,
Something only you can give.

Childhood's days pass all too quickly,
Happy memories all too few;
Plan to do that special something,
Take the time to go or do.


Make a memory with your children,
Take the time in busy days;
Have some fun while they are growing,
Show your love in gentle ways.

heal the world..

yea!!! kalau jadi besok bob nk g kampus nk tgk kornsert heal the world...
nantikan gambar2 yg bob akan snap utk ulos... hehehe

busy!!!!!!!!!!!

im buzy with my job now!!!
but im happy cuz i dun have to think my probs!!
but im buzy like crazy!!
n happy like crazy guys!!!!
yeah baby!!!!

be your friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

new life

I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.

Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.

different

How are we so "different"?
If "different" is just a thing.
If we all have certain features,
What does "different" bring?

People filled with hatred,
Can't possibly see,
That there's not really "differences"
Between you and me.

Looks can't show "difference",
If they're just there to be seen.
If you don't look like someone else,
Why are they so mean?

If being "different" is what is wrong,
I'd rather not be right.
And I'd want to finish living,
Doing the "different" fight.

Sheila On 7 – Yang Terlewatkan

dimana kau selama ini
bidadari yang ku nanti
kenapa baru sekarang
kita dipertemukan

sesal kan tiada arti
karna semua tlah terjadi
kini kau tlah menjalani, du du du du du
sisa hidup dengannya

reff:
mungkin salahku melewatkanmu
tak mencarimu sepenuh hati
maafkan aku
kesalahanku melewatkanmu
hingga kau kini dengan yang lain
maafkan aku
tak berulang kembali
kau tak akan terlewati
segenap hati ku cari, du du du du du
dimana kau berada

repeat reff
walau ku terlambat
kau tetap yang terhebat
melihatmu, mendengarmu
kau lah yang terhebat

tinggal kenangan

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan....

erm...

pergh.. penat betul bila dh masuk alam pekerjaan ni kan...
tido 4jam sehari...
drive sana sini..
meeting sana sini...
makan pun tak tentu masa...
stress mmg takyah citer la kan...
tapi nak buat mcmana kalau dh itu tanggung jawab sebagai
seorang "bob" nak taknk kne buat sampai habis..
pedih ke...
sakit ke..
ape ke...
tu sumer just tembok yg akan menghalang aku utk mendapatkan MAZDA RX8
sebelum umo aku 28...
n ade rumah sendiri.... at least semi-D... sebelum umo 30..
haha...
n aku percaya dengan setiap benda yg kita dapat atas hasil usaha kita sendiri
lebih bermakna berbanding kalau kita dapat sumer tu secara free.. kan???

n papehal pun aku yg aku buat skng ni just utk family aku gak..
aku percaya tak semestinya kalau aku berasal dari org susah akan tetap susah sampai bila2...
n aku pun percaya yg org yg senang hari ni.. mesti dia dh banyak buat pengorbanan mase dulu2...
atau mungkin org yg sebelum dia dh berkorban utk dia...

so aku rase aku tak salah kalau kali ni aku berkorban utk kesenaggan
pada masa akan datang...
kan~

nasib baik.

pagi tadi time bob nk pegi menoreh tu bob amik teksi...
sampai je kat lokasi bob trus menuju ke warung tu ha...
then bob mcm biase la sblum duduk tu bob raba kocek dlu nk cari hp...
TIBA- TIBA!!!!!
mana hp aku!!!
mmg tension giler beb... kalau g noreh tak bwk hp... yela...
bkn ape... takot kalau tejadi pape.. cthnya jumpe harimau ke...
bleh la bob call jabatan perhilitan....
time tu mmg dh kusut giler dah..... nasib baik tak giler...
last2 mcm biase la... cari member utk pinjam fone then try to call my num....
tut... tut.. tut... 1st call tak angkat.....
(dlm hati berkata.. 'mampos aku lau aku tercicir kat mana2 tah... habis la aku..)

then try call lg...
tut.. tut... tut...
"hello... abg tertinggal hp kat saya punya teksi ea?"
"hehehe.. btul tu cik... cik boleh dtg balik kat tempat td tak? takpe... tambang saya bayar asalkan dapat balik hp saya.."
fuh... lega rasanya... bila pakcik teksi tu sgup pusing balik then bg semuala hp bob...
tak kisah la berapa pon dia nk caj... yg penting bob dpt balik hp bob....
walaupun just hp murah.. tapi banyak number2 yang penting... hp kalau ilang takpe...
tapi kalau lost contat ngan member n family....
MEMANG BOB TAK SANGGUP!!!!!
btw.. thanks kat uncle taxi tu sbb pulangkan hp saya...
amin... ;)

just joke.

Please tell me what is love?,
is there really such a thing?.
If there is and it is real,
then surely only happiness is should bring?.

I always thought love was like being on cloud nine,
and with that someone you'd always want to be.
Now I'm simply no so sure,
oh I don't know perhaps it's just me!.

Maybe I am having a mid life crisis,
which I just have to get through.
Then once I'm through everything will be fine,
so for now muddle through my doubts is what I'll have to do.

i love it!!

yeay... aku dah makin suke keje kat tempat baru ni...
maklum la... law tak kuat... dlm opis pon bleh isap rokok...
giler best,,,, hahha....

sayang bos... hehe

akhirnya!!!

yea!!!!! akhirnya bos dh aprof my design...

kenali diri..

kadang2 bla kita nakkan sesuatu kita mesti lakukan banyak pengorbanan...
dan kadang2 tu terasa yg kita tak sanggup untuk berkorban...
rasa sakit...pedih...sedih..kecewa.. akan membuatkan kita hilang pedoman hidup...
hinggakan hidup ini mcm sudah tidak bermakna bg kita....

tapi kita harus ingat bahawa kita harus berusaha utk mendapatkan sesuatu kerana itulah yang kita mahu...
kita mahu? mahu apa? macamana nak dapat?
jawapannya hanya kita yng tahu...
orang lain hanya boleh bersimpati dgn kita....

simpati? perlu ke kita nak mintak simpati dari org lain?
sedangkan kita dah diberikan akal utk mencari jalan penyelesaian....
tapi mcmana?
renung la sendiri siapa diri anda...
cari lah kelemahan diri sendiri...
cari lah kesilapan diri sendiri...
belajar utk percaya diri sendiri...
belajar memperbaiki kelemahan...
belajar memperbaiki kesilapan...
jangan asyik nak meminta simpati...

dan apa yang penting kenali lah diri anda sendiri..

jangan menyebok la!!!

Satu hari ketika dalam perjalanan balik dari johor, aku singgah sekejap di KLCC.

Ada sesuatu untuk aku beli. Ketika aku sedang mencari barang dibeli, tiba-tiba perut aku terasa memulas. Apalagi aku pun terus bergegas ke tandas yang terdekat. Masuk saja ketandas aku tengok ada 3 bilik air.

Bilik air yang di tengah bertutup, jadi aku pegi yangdisebelahnya. Baru saja aku duduk, aku terdengar orang dari sebelah bersuara,"Haa, camna sekarang ?"Aku pun bukan suka nak berbual dengan orang yang aku tak kenal.

Entah macamana untuk tidak menghampakan orang, akhirnya aku balas juga, "Ok gak ler". Kemudian suara tu bertanya lagi, "Kau nak gi mana ni??"

Iskk... Aku mula rasa musykil... tapi aku balas, "Aku nak balik, singgah sini nak beli barang sikit"Lepas suara tu bertanya lagi, "Bila kau nak gerak ni??". Aku selamba jer kata, "Lepas aku sudah ni, habis beli aku chow la".

Kemudian aku terdengar lagi suara org sebelah tu berkata"Hei, aku call kau balik lepas ni, tiap kali aku tanyasoalan kat kau, mamat bodo sebelah aku ni asyik jawap jer!!

time to stop playin!!!

no more play game!!

Please let me be myself

Please let me be myself
Learn to love me like I am
I'm offering you my hand
Come along with me
Be my friend but with
Freedom to be where I am
And what I am
I'll be myself without pretense
I'll be myself without bowing
To your wishes or social convictions
It's alright if you don't
Want to come with me
I'll still accept and respect you anyway.

Please let me be myself
After all each of us have
His own road to travel
Either alone or accompanied
Support me in my path
Let me support you in yours
And we can still be friends
For sharing our lives and
For giving each other
The best of ourselves.

HOPE.TRUST.TIME

HOPE
Hope is there in the beginning and the end
Hope is there when you gain a friend
Hope is a gift, a scientific break threw
Hope is what I feel when I’m with you

TRUST
Trust is a gift that we should treasure
Trust is a weight as light as a feather
Trust was not a thing I knew
Until I found trust in you

TIME
There is time to learn
There is time to feel
But most of all there is time to heal

erm...

wah!!!! murahnyer!!!!

why!

Why do you try to be something your not
Its not going to get you anywhere
Why do you lie
Its not going to get them to share
Why do you say you love someone
When the only person you are loving is yourself
Why do you play that little game
When one of these days the only thing you r going to get is shame
Why do you sit there and tell me these things
When I sit there and tell you life is NOT what this will bring
Why do you do the drugs you do
Stop, it’s a bad thing that can kill you
Why do you say it makes you feel free
You need to stop and make room to breathe
I see you but never can bare
Cause you know the only person that’s here is the one who will always care

--I am in a life meant to be...

People come into my life for a reason, and now....I am believing!
I have and had to live my life where I am.
Sometimes we think we live in this life that was meant to be,
or is it not to be?
Sometimes we just wish we could set free,
How, does one ever set it free?
We have to live life to its fullest and make the best of what we all have and can be happy what we all do!
Just its up to you to make your mind up, and never give up!
Every moment thats worthwhile, and put on a smile and get off into this "wonderful world"..lol
We, may have to choose this road we're on, and now did we win, or did we loose?
Is it worth a grin, or a bruise??
This road we travel on has its bumps, ruts and windy parts to it ....
then, we often get back up and go again & again!!!
I have found this friend there til the end;
and still awaits to help me each step of the way, throughout day after day!
Thats what makes me say..I'm believing!!!
It's what I have been through: that I have someone in my life that is pure, and so true !!

happy new year!!!

haha... happy new year to all john bob family....
john umi
john raja
john bibo
john tika
john peanut
john anorm
john syira
john ipin
john eddy
john along
n semua sekali la mengenali johnbob.... hahahah!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!!