new life

I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.

Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.

different

How are we so "different"?
If "different" is just a thing.
If we all have certain features,
What does "different" bring?

People filled with hatred,
Can't possibly see,
That there's not really "differences"
Between you and me.

Looks can't show "difference",
If they're just there to be seen.
If you don't look like someone else,
Why are they so mean?

If being "different" is what is wrong,
I'd rather not be right.
And I'd want to finish living,
Doing the "different" fight.

Sheila On 7 – Yang Terlewatkan

dimana kau selama ini
bidadari yang ku nanti
kenapa baru sekarang
kita dipertemukan

sesal kan tiada arti
karna semua tlah terjadi
kini kau tlah menjalani, du du du du du
sisa hidup dengannya

reff:
mungkin salahku melewatkanmu
tak mencarimu sepenuh hati
maafkan aku
kesalahanku melewatkanmu
hingga kau kini dengan yang lain
maafkan aku
tak berulang kembali
kau tak akan terlewati
segenap hati ku cari, du du du du du
dimana kau berada

repeat reff
walau ku terlambat
kau tetap yang terhebat
melihatmu, mendengarmu
kau lah yang terhebat

tinggal kenangan

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan....

erm...

pergh.. penat betul bila dh masuk alam pekerjaan ni kan...
tido 4jam sehari...
drive sana sini..
meeting sana sini...
makan pun tak tentu masa...
stress mmg takyah citer la kan...
tapi nak buat mcmana kalau dh itu tanggung jawab sebagai
seorang "bob" nak taknk kne buat sampai habis..
pedih ke...
sakit ke..
ape ke...
tu sumer just tembok yg akan menghalang aku utk mendapatkan MAZDA RX8
sebelum umo aku 28...
n ade rumah sendiri.... at least semi-D... sebelum umo 30..
haha...
n aku percaya dengan setiap benda yg kita dapat atas hasil usaha kita sendiri
lebih bermakna berbanding kalau kita dapat sumer tu secara free.. kan???

n papehal pun aku yg aku buat skng ni just utk family aku gak..
aku percaya tak semestinya kalau aku berasal dari org susah akan tetap susah sampai bila2...
n aku pun percaya yg org yg senang hari ni.. mesti dia dh banyak buat pengorbanan mase dulu2...
atau mungkin org yg sebelum dia dh berkorban utk dia...

so aku rase aku tak salah kalau kali ni aku berkorban utk kesenaggan
pada masa akan datang...
kan~

nasib baik.

pagi tadi time bob nk pegi menoreh tu bob amik teksi...
sampai je kat lokasi bob trus menuju ke warung tu ha...
then bob mcm biase la sblum duduk tu bob raba kocek dlu nk cari hp...
TIBA- TIBA!!!!!
mana hp aku!!!
mmg tension giler beb... kalau g noreh tak bwk hp... yela...
bkn ape... takot kalau tejadi pape.. cthnya jumpe harimau ke...
bleh la bob call jabatan perhilitan....
time tu mmg dh kusut giler dah..... nasib baik tak giler...
last2 mcm biase la... cari member utk pinjam fone then try to call my num....
tut... tut.. tut... 1st call tak angkat.....
(dlm hati berkata.. 'mampos aku lau aku tercicir kat mana2 tah... habis la aku..)

then try call lg...
tut.. tut... tut...
"hello... abg tertinggal hp kat saya punya teksi ea?"
"hehehe.. btul tu cik... cik boleh dtg balik kat tempat td tak? takpe... tambang saya bayar asalkan dapat balik hp saya.."
fuh... lega rasanya... bila pakcik teksi tu sgup pusing balik then bg semuala hp bob...
tak kisah la berapa pon dia nk caj... yg penting bob dpt balik hp bob....
walaupun just hp murah.. tapi banyak number2 yang penting... hp kalau ilang takpe...
tapi kalau lost contat ngan member n family....
MEMANG BOB TAK SANGGUP!!!!!
btw.. thanks kat uncle taxi tu sbb pulangkan hp saya...
amin... ;)

just joke.

Please tell me what is love?,
is there really such a thing?.
If there is and it is real,
then surely only happiness is should bring?.

I always thought love was like being on cloud nine,
and with that someone you'd always want to be.
Now I'm simply no so sure,
oh I don't know perhaps it's just me!.

Maybe I am having a mid life crisis,
which I just have to get through.
Then once I'm through everything will be fine,
so for now muddle through my doubts is what I'll have to do.

i love it!!

yeay... aku dah makin suke keje kat tempat baru ni...
maklum la... law tak kuat... dlm opis pon bleh isap rokok...
giler best,,,, hahha....

sayang bos... hehe

akhirnya!!!

yea!!!!! akhirnya bos dh aprof my design...

kenali diri..

kadang2 bla kita nakkan sesuatu kita mesti lakukan banyak pengorbanan...
dan kadang2 tu terasa yg kita tak sanggup untuk berkorban...
rasa sakit...pedih...sedih..kecewa.. akan membuatkan kita hilang pedoman hidup...
hinggakan hidup ini mcm sudah tidak bermakna bg kita....

tapi kita harus ingat bahawa kita harus berusaha utk mendapatkan sesuatu kerana itulah yang kita mahu...
kita mahu? mahu apa? macamana nak dapat?
jawapannya hanya kita yng tahu...
orang lain hanya boleh bersimpati dgn kita....

simpati? perlu ke kita nak mintak simpati dari org lain?
sedangkan kita dah diberikan akal utk mencari jalan penyelesaian....
tapi mcmana?
renung la sendiri siapa diri anda...
cari lah kelemahan diri sendiri...
cari lah kesilapan diri sendiri...
belajar utk percaya diri sendiri...
belajar memperbaiki kelemahan...
belajar memperbaiki kesilapan...
jangan asyik nak meminta simpati...

dan apa yang penting kenali lah diri anda sendiri..

jangan menyebok la!!!

Satu hari ketika dalam perjalanan balik dari johor, aku singgah sekejap di KLCC.

Ada sesuatu untuk aku beli. Ketika aku sedang mencari barang dibeli, tiba-tiba perut aku terasa memulas. Apalagi aku pun terus bergegas ke tandas yang terdekat. Masuk saja ketandas aku tengok ada 3 bilik air.

Bilik air yang di tengah bertutup, jadi aku pegi yangdisebelahnya. Baru saja aku duduk, aku terdengar orang dari sebelah bersuara,"Haa, camna sekarang ?"Aku pun bukan suka nak berbual dengan orang yang aku tak kenal.

Entah macamana untuk tidak menghampakan orang, akhirnya aku balas juga, "Ok gak ler". Kemudian suara tu bertanya lagi, "Kau nak gi mana ni??"

Iskk... Aku mula rasa musykil... tapi aku balas, "Aku nak balik, singgah sini nak beli barang sikit"Lepas suara tu bertanya lagi, "Bila kau nak gerak ni??". Aku selamba jer kata, "Lepas aku sudah ni, habis beli aku chow la".

Kemudian aku terdengar lagi suara org sebelah tu berkata"Hei, aku call kau balik lepas ni, tiap kali aku tanyasoalan kat kau, mamat bodo sebelah aku ni asyik jawap jer!!

time to stop playin!!!

no more play game!!

Please let me be myself

Please let me be myself
Learn to love me like I am
I'm offering you my hand
Come along with me
Be my friend but with
Freedom to be where I am
And what I am
I'll be myself without pretense
I'll be myself without bowing
To your wishes or social convictions
It's alright if you don't
Want to come with me
I'll still accept and respect you anyway.

Please let me be myself
After all each of us have
His own road to travel
Either alone or accompanied
Support me in my path
Let me support you in yours
And we can still be friends
For sharing our lives and
For giving each other
The best of ourselves.

HOPE.TRUST.TIME

HOPE
Hope is there in the beginning and the end
Hope is there when you gain a friend
Hope is a gift, a scientific break threw
Hope is what I feel when I’m with you

TRUST
Trust is a gift that we should treasure
Trust is a weight as light as a feather
Trust was not a thing I knew
Until I found trust in you

TIME
There is time to learn
There is time to feel
But most of all there is time to heal

erm...

wah!!!! murahnyer!!!!

why!

Why do you try to be something your not
Its not going to get you anywhere
Why do you lie
Its not going to get them to share
Why do you say you love someone
When the only person you are loving is yourself
Why do you play that little game
When one of these days the only thing you r going to get is shame
Why do you sit there and tell me these things
When I sit there and tell you life is NOT what this will bring
Why do you do the drugs you do
Stop, it’s a bad thing that can kill you
Why do you say it makes you feel free
You need to stop and make room to breathe
I see you but never can bare
Cause you know the only person that’s here is the one who will always care

--I am in a life meant to be...

People come into my life for a reason, and now....I am believing!
I have and had to live my life where I am.
Sometimes we think we live in this life that was meant to be,
or is it not to be?
Sometimes we just wish we could set free,
How, does one ever set it free?
We have to live life to its fullest and make the best of what we all have and can be happy what we all do!
Just its up to you to make your mind up, and never give up!
Every moment thats worthwhile, and put on a smile and get off into this "wonderful world"..lol
We, may have to choose this road we're on, and now did we win, or did we loose?
Is it worth a grin, or a bruise??
This road we travel on has its bumps, ruts and windy parts to it ....
then, we often get back up and go again & again!!!
I have found this friend there til the end;
and still awaits to help me each step of the way, throughout day after day!
Thats what makes me say..I'm believing!!!
It's what I have been through: that I have someone in my life that is pure, and so true !!

happy new year!!!

haha... happy new year to all john bob family....
john umi
john raja
john bibo
john tika
john peanut
john anorm
john syira
john ipin
john eddy
john along
n semua sekali la mengenali johnbob.... hahahah!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!!