new life

I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.

Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.

different

How are we so "different"?
If "different" is just a thing.
If we all have certain features,
What does "different" bring?

People filled with hatred,
Can't possibly see,
That there's not really "differences"
Between you and me.

Looks can't show "difference",
If they're just there to be seen.
If you don't look like someone else,
Why are they so mean?

If being "different" is what is wrong,
I'd rather not be right.
And I'd want to finish living,
Doing the "different" fight.

Sheila On 7 – Yang Terlewatkan

dimana kau selama ini
bidadari yang ku nanti
kenapa baru sekarang
kita dipertemukan

sesal kan tiada arti
karna semua tlah terjadi
kini kau tlah menjalani, du du du du du
sisa hidup dengannya

reff:
mungkin salahku melewatkanmu
tak mencarimu sepenuh hati
maafkan aku
kesalahanku melewatkanmu
hingga kau kini dengan yang lain
maafkan aku
tak berulang kembali
kau tak akan terlewati
segenap hati ku cari, du du du du du
dimana kau berada

repeat reff
walau ku terlambat
kau tetap yang terhebat
melihatmu, mendengarmu
kau lah yang terhebat

tinggal kenangan

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan....

erm...

pergh.. penat betul bila dh masuk alam pekerjaan ni kan...
tido 4jam sehari...
drive sana sini..
meeting sana sini...
makan pun tak tentu masa...
stress mmg takyah citer la kan...
tapi nak buat mcmana kalau dh itu tanggung jawab sebagai
seorang "bob" nak taknk kne buat sampai habis..
pedih ke...
sakit ke..
ape ke...
tu sumer just tembok yg akan menghalang aku utk mendapatkan MAZDA RX8
sebelum umo aku 28...
n ade rumah sendiri.... at least semi-D... sebelum umo 30..
haha...
n aku percaya dengan setiap benda yg kita dapat atas hasil usaha kita sendiri
lebih bermakna berbanding kalau kita dapat sumer tu secara free.. kan???

n papehal pun aku yg aku buat skng ni just utk family aku gak..
aku percaya tak semestinya kalau aku berasal dari org susah akan tetap susah sampai bila2...
n aku pun percaya yg org yg senang hari ni.. mesti dia dh banyak buat pengorbanan mase dulu2...
atau mungkin org yg sebelum dia dh berkorban utk dia...

so aku rase aku tak salah kalau kali ni aku berkorban utk kesenaggan
pada masa akan datang...
kan~

nasib baik.

pagi tadi time bob nk pegi menoreh tu bob amik teksi...
sampai je kat lokasi bob trus menuju ke warung tu ha...
then bob mcm biase la sblum duduk tu bob raba kocek dlu nk cari hp...
TIBA- TIBA!!!!!
mana hp aku!!!
mmg tension giler beb... kalau g noreh tak bwk hp... yela...
bkn ape... takot kalau tejadi pape.. cthnya jumpe harimau ke...
bleh la bob call jabatan perhilitan....
time tu mmg dh kusut giler dah..... nasib baik tak giler...
last2 mcm biase la... cari member utk pinjam fone then try to call my num....
tut... tut.. tut... 1st call tak angkat.....
(dlm hati berkata.. 'mampos aku lau aku tercicir kat mana2 tah... habis la aku..)

then try call lg...
tut.. tut... tut...
"hello... abg tertinggal hp kat saya punya teksi ea?"
"hehehe.. btul tu cik... cik boleh dtg balik kat tempat td tak? takpe... tambang saya bayar asalkan dapat balik hp saya.."
fuh... lega rasanya... bila pakcik teksi tu sgup pusing balik then bg semuala hp bob...
tak kisah la berapa pon dia nk caj... yg penting bob dpt balik hp bob....
walaupun just hp murah.. tapi banyak number2 yang penting... hp kalau ilang takpe...
tapi kalau lost contat ngan member n family....
MEMANG BOB TAK SANGGUP!!!!!
btw.. thanks kat uncle taxi tu sbb pulangkan hp saya...
amin... ;)

just joke.

Please tell me what is love?,
is there really such a thing?.
If there is and it is real,
then surely only happiness is should bring?.

I always thought love was like being on cloud nine,
and with that someone you'd always want to be.
Now I'm simply no so sure,
oh I don't know perhaps it's just me!.

Maybe I am having a mid life crisis,
which I just have to get through.
Then once I'm through everything will be fine,
so for now muddle through my doubts is what I'll have to do.